I was watching some little kids play soccer. These kids were only five
or six years old, but they were playing a real game - - a serious game _
two teams, complete with coaches, uniforms, and parents. I didn't know
any of them, so I was able to enjoy the game without the distraction of
being anxious about winning or losing - I wished the parents and coaches
could have done the same.
The teams were pretty evenly matched. I will just call them Team
One and Team Two. Nobody scored in the first period. The kids were
hilarious. They were clumsy and terribly inefficient. They fell over
their own feet, they stumbled over the ball, they kicked at the ball and
missed it but they didn't seem to care. They were having fun.
In the second quarter, the Team One coach pulled out what must
have been his first team and put in the scrubs, except for his best
player who now guarded the goal.
The game took a dramatic turn. I guess winning is important even
when you're five years old -- because the Team Two coach left his best
players in, and the Team One scrubs were no match for them. Team Two
swarmed around the little guy who was now the Team One goalie. He was an
outstanding athlete, but he was no match for three or four who were also
very good. Team Two began to score. The lone goalie gave it everything
he had, recklessly throwing his body in front of incoming balls, trying
valiantly to stop them.
Team Two scored two goals in quick succession. It infuriated the
young boy. He became a raging maniac -- shouting, running, diving. With
all the stamina he could muster, he covered the boy who now had the
ball, but that boy kicked it to another boy twenty feet away, and by the
time he repositioned himself, it was too late -- they scored a third
goal.
I soon learned who the goalie's parents were. They were nice,
decent-looking people. I could tell that his dad had just come from the
office -- he still had his suit and tie on. They yelled encouragement to
their son. I became totally absorbed, watching the boy on the field and
his parents on the sidelines. After the third goal, the little kid
changed. He could see it was no use; he couldn't stop them.
He didn't quit, but he became quietly desperate futility was
written all over him. His father changed too. He had been urging his son
to try harder - yelling advice and encouragement. But then he changed.
He became anxious. He tried to say that it was okay - to hang in there.
He grieved for the pain his son was feeling.
After the fourth goal, I knew what was going to happen. I've seen
it before. The little boy needed help so badly, and there was no help to
be had. He retrieved the ball from the net and handed to the referee -
and then he cried. He just stood there while huge tears rolled down both
cheeks. He went to his knees and put his fists to his eyes - and he
cried the tears of the helpless and brokenhearted.
When the boy went to his knees, I saw the father start onto the
field. His wife clutched his arm and said, "Marco, don't. You'll embarrass
him." But he tore loose from her and ran onto the field. He wasn't
supposed to - the game was still in progress. Suit, tie, dress shoes, and
all - he charged onto the field, and he picked up his son so everybody
would know that this was his boy, and he hugged him and held him and
cried with him. I've never been so proud of a man in my life.
He carried him off the field, and when he got close to the
sidelines I heard him say, "Wade, I'm so proud of you. You were great
out there. I want everybody to know that you are my son." "Daddy," the
boy sobbed, "I couldn't stop them. I tried, Daddy, I tried and tried,
and they scored on me."
"Wade, it doesn't matter how many times they scored on you.
You're my son, and I'm proud of you. I want you to go back out there and
finish the game. I know you want to quit, but you can't. And, son,
you're going to get scored on again, but it doesn't matter. Go on, now."
It made a difference - I could tell it did.
When you're all alone, and you're getting scored on - and you
can't stop them - it means a lot to know that it doesn't matter to those
who love you. The little guy ran back on to the field - and they scored
two more times - but it was okay.
I get scored on every day. I try so hard. I recklessly throw my
body in every direction. I fume and rage. I struggle with temptation and
sin with every ounce of my being - and Satan laughs. And he scores
again, and the tears come, and I go to my knees - sinful, convicted,
helpless.
And my Father - my Father rushes right out on the field - right in
front of the whole crowd - the whole jeering, laughing world - and he
picks me up, and he hugs me and he says, "I'm so proud of you. You were
great out there. I want everybody to know that you are my son, and
because I control the outcome of this game, I declare you The Winner."
Lots of Love
Leslene
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